Sunday, March 5, 2023

Got A Word Today

 Got a word today, and it was love

As in I love you, how many ways I can’t count I love you in the morning, when I wake up you are on my mind
As I go through the day, I think of the love I have for you
 When I smell the sweet smell of honeydew, I think how much I love you
When the birds fly by and sing, makes me think of the love I have for you
I think of my love for you, when I see the rainbow after a spring rain
I think of my love for you in the joy of everything I do 
As the sunset and the day comes to a close, my mind reflects on you my love
Got a word today, L.O.V.E.
To love you is such a wonderful thing
It’s like the sun in spring Its full of joy this feeling of love that you bring
 

 
Chris B ©
3-11-99

Thursday, March 2, 2023

OKLAHOMA MORE TO IT THAN YOU KNOW


Oklahoma, this is my home state, a little state, but with a big foot print. My home state Oklahoma, is not considered important, or thought a lot about, especially by people of color. But the truth be known it is one of those little big states. We are home of a lot of well known, and thought about people. Not to mention a lot of history, both black, and just history period. I am letting you know this because this is my state, and I think it has some interesting history. 

First of all this is the state that is home of the trail of tears. Our state is home of the Five Civilized Tribes. Probably the largest concentration of Native Americans. We have excellent Indian museums, one of the best being the Gilcrease Museum. I sound like one of those advertisements for visiting somebody's state. The Gilcrease Museum was built and donated by a man that was part Native American that made a fortune in the oil business. By the way the junior high school I went to was named after him. And speaking of Native Americans, one the greatest natural athletics had his home in Oklahoma, that being Jim Thorpe. Get out your history books, and read about this man. He was an all round athlete. Football, baseball, track, and other sports in between. He tore up things at the Olympics. He got cheated though of his medals back in the day, because he was paid a couple of dollars for playing baseball. When I say a couple of dollars that was all it was. It took probably more than fifty years to get them back.

Now there are a lot of bad things that have happened in this state. I didn't write this article to sing praises for Oklahoma. I wrote about it because it is my home state, and it has a rich history. The Klan was big here back in the day. Also this state is home of one of the bloodiest, and biggest race riots in the history of America. It was in the 20's, and it was truly a black day in America. The whole black side of town was burned to the ground. How many blacks were killed is unknown, but it was bloody. Blacks were rounded up, and put in a big concentration camp out at our fairgrounds. A lot of blacks were buried in a big mass grave. It is also suspected that the military bombed blacks from the air. One of the few times this was done in America. In this rioting one of the richest black communities in America was completely destroyed. It was known as Black Wall Street. It is located in my hometown Tulsa. The street was called Greenwood. Eighty years later a special commission is still investigating this riot. The jury is still out, rather anyone will make things right is yet to be seen. If ever in our city visit the Greenwood Culture Center and find out about this riot.

Greenwood, this is a name that blacks should remember and know something about. It was the name for a street that was envied by blacks all across America from the 20's through maybe the 50's. Heard of the Gap band, Tulsa natives. Their name is derived from this street, and two other surrounding blocks in the area. The name means Greenwood, Archer, and Pine. These were the main streets of blacks back in the day in my hometown. These were the happening streets. But none were like Greenwood in the black community. More money was made on this one street than any other black street in America. 
Greenwood was a model for black commerce. It was truly a great black business community. Merchants on this block of black Mecca were proud, and accomplished. There were grocery stores, movie theaters, skating rinks, clothing stores, feed stores, cleaners, and more. Proud black merchants, black merchants that were raking in the dough. This street had it going on, anybody who was anybody visited Greenwood back in the day. Politicians, movie stars, sports figures, and whose who of America, came to see Greenwood. If you ever pick up a black history book look for Black Wall Street, and you will find Greenwood. Where was it located in Tulsa, Oklahoma? A place not widely known for having black people. 

Speaking of black people, an actress named Alfre Woodard is from my hometown. Her mom, I believe still lives here. One of the famous Globetrotters, Marcus Hanes is from here. Matter of fact one of the boys clubs that was built right across from where I use to live hosted the Harlem Globetrotters. Just because one of the former trotters after he retired worked there. He let us meet the Globetrotters, and it was free, talking about a hook-up. We have a couple of other basketball players that were born and lived here. Wyman Tisdale, and John Starkes, the latter is still actively playing. He also has a couple of businesses here. Wyman Tisdale is currently making a name for himself in Jazz, as an accomplished jazz musician. Speaking of Jazz, if you do come visit Tulsa, check out the Jazz Hall of Fame. 

This is one fact about our state that is hard for me to write about. I don't care what color you are, this must hurt you as being black, white, or any color. But the biggest lost of life in a terrorist act on American soil happened in my state. The Oklahoma City bombing. This is probably the thing that made Oklahoma a household name. Probably before this most people didn't know what the heck Oklahoma was, or what it was about. Now you know it for being the heartland. Over two hundred people lost their lives a day in April 1995. It was such a tragic day God sent rain after the bombing. It may been his own tears. This was such a senseless act, in which even innocent children lost their lives. Well before that, the best thing we may have been known for was being the oil capitol of the world. This was a title we lost many years ago. At one time almost all the major oil companies in the United States were headquartered in my hometown Tulsa. 

Yes it is a little state, maybe a population of over three million or so. Some major cities like Dallas have more people than we have in our whole state. There is not one city in the whole state that has a population of a million. My hometown and Oklahoma City are the largest two cities, but neither have a million. Tulsa has a little over six hundred thousand, and Oklahoma City has a little over seven hundred thousand. This is a little big state, we also was home of one of the greater, and best known speakers of the House of Representatives. That being Carl Albert, who was from the hometown of my mother, McAlester Oklahoma. Speaking of that little town, which is the home of the largest military ammunition facility in the country. Also did you know that Oklahoma City is the second largest city in area in the United States, word? You probably know more about Oklahoma then you want to know. The author of "Once Upon A Time When We Were Colored", makes his home here. So just remember just because something is not well known, doesn't mean it doesn't have anything going on. So next time you meet a brother or sister from Oklahoma, or Tulsa, remember black is everywhere, even here in Tulsa.

By Chris Brown

Copyright June 2000


Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Just A Soilder Passing Through

I saw the battlefield, I engaged in the battle
I was a valiant warrior; I fought a many campaigns
Life gets weary for a solider, all alone on the battlefield
Sometimes you jus want to walk away, but the battle must go on
 
I've seen life and I've seen death
One is not complete without the other
What is war all about, why do we fight
Is it because of honor, or to gains ones independence
Whatever the cause war should not be the answer
But still yet we fight, because we can't talk
Or we must take by force
 
Ah but what do I know of these things
I'm just a solider passing through
My job is to shoot, and to kill
Let others worry about the reasons
Seasons come, then they go
But war has no seasons, no days or nights
Everyday is the same in war
 
As long as there is no peace
I will be here just passing through
My gun in hand, waiting till the next campaign
 
 
Chris Brown
November 3, 1997
©

Sunday, February 26, 2023

Tribute To The Pain

I would like to pay a tribute to the pain
To the brave and dedicated in heart that were slain
Their lights extinguished so that freedom for all could rain

When I read in history that it was not so long ago died they our brothers 
There was Martin, Malcolm, Kennedy, and countless others
I wonder sometimes does it really matter, does anyone really care
So much blood was shed for freedom we could share

Everywhere I look those freedoms are being challenged
Did things really change, or is this a new generation of malice
The freedoms gained they tell us are no longer needed
Lessons learned from history still go unheeded

If those who oppose our freedoms, would take a ride to our neighborhoods
Notice the different scenery, the streets, and the parks, houses that don’t look so good
America remember the blood that flowed, remember those that suffered the pain
For my country ‘tis a be, from every mountainside let freedom rain

Chris Brown
November 26, 1997

Thursday, February 23, 2023

For The Sake of Love

 

                                                        "For You I Will" by Johnny Myers


For the sake of love, one will almost do anything
It can make you act silly, or love song make you sing
It can take you up, or to your knees it can bring
For the sake of love, one will do most anything

Love has a way of taking a strong grip
It can be gentle, or your heart it can rip
It can build you up, or your dignity it can strip
For the sake of love no journey is too long a trip

For the sake of love you will deny even yourself
To only think of the one you love, and no one else
Love can make you feel important, or empty after it has left

Why is this thing we call love so strong
Why for the sake of love, so many things go wrong
It can be felt in the soul, even deep, deep down in the bones
It can make one feel so complete, or even all alone
What is it’s power, where is it’s home

For the sake of love, a king will leave his throne
A mother will leave her children all alone
for the sake of love A husband might stop coming home

For the sake of love, the sun may only set for you
Your horizons may be bright, for you love might know what to do
But for another, because of love, their heart is blue
For the sake of love, you, and only you must decide what to do

Chris Brown©
3-28-99


Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Flowers For A Mother

 





The old folks use to say you should present flowers, while one is still living
This is my way of giving you your flowers for all that motherly giving
I know you don’t think I remember, all the hard days you went through 
But I do, and for all of that, I very much love you
 
I remember the days you wondered, worried, and prayed how to make a way
I remember the long walks to the store, on a cold windy day
I remember the time when we had no money, but you believed God would come around
I remember the day walking, along comes a wind, and on the ground money was found
 
These things and much more stay in my mind, for eternity’s time 
I know sometimes we don’t see eye to eye, but the love you had makes me kind  
I am always reminded of how you raised me, not to let others provoke me
Because of you my childhood was happy, and full of glee
 
Money we had little of, but a mother full of care and love
This made all the difference in the world, protected in your motherly glove
A lot of times I didn’t understand, why your standards were so high 
But now that I am grown, on my own, I see why
 
Everywhere I go, when told how well I have become
I tell them it was you, daddy, and God from whence the goodness comes from
God blessed me with the best raising I could have had
For you being my mother I am very glad
 
With Love, Your Son: Chris
5-13-00


Sunday, February 19, 2023

I Miss You Daddy

 

                                                            I miss you daddy now that you are gone
I feel that in this world I'm all a lone
When you were here so bright your light shone
 
So many times I took you for granted
Only thinking I needed you for the things I wanted
My days without you are lonely my heart feels haunted
If only I could tell you I love you, and know it counted
 
So much from you I learned, but never told you
You were so full of love and wisdom too
I remember when I was young the things we use to do
But when I got older no time had I for you
 
I thought you were there only to fulfil my needs
Little did I know I would have to pay for my awful deeds
Now that you are gone I have to take heed
But I'm glad in me you planted a good seed
 
All that I am, and all that I can be
I owe to thee
 
I can't remember if I told you how much I love you
I guess it’s a bit too late for any good it might do I hate the last years of your life were all so blue
But now in heaven I know your spirit is anew
 
I still remember the piggyback rides along the railroad track
I remember playing with your eyes, while you were asleep on your back
To me you were the best dad, nothing did you lack
 
Now that I'm all big, and grown
Now I'm a father, children all my own
You I wish I could clone
 
I wish I could be as good a dad as you were
Daddy how much I wish you were still here
There are so many things I wish I had told you when you were near
 
I'm so glad I had you as a dad
Even though you couldn't read and write
Your life, and heart was so full of light
The things I learned from you, in school can't be taught
A wealth of gentleness, wisdom, and patience that couldn't be brought
 
I miss you daddy, I hope you can hear me from heaven up above
To you I wish I had been a better son, shown you much more love
 
I know you had a good heart, a gentle spirit, in you was no hate
I'm telling you now, even though it’s a little late To me daddy you were all so great
 
With love in memory of William Lawrence Brown:
Chris Brown ©
October 30, 1997

I miss you daddy now that you are gone
I feel that in this world I'm all a lone
When you were here so bright your light shone
 
So many times I took you for granted
Only thinking I needed you for the things I wanted
My days without you are lonely my heart feels haunted
If only I could tell you I love you, and know it counted
 
So much from you I learned, but never told you
You were so full of love and wisdom too
I remember when I was young the things we use to do
But when I got older no time had I for you
 
I thought you were there only to fulfil my needs
Little did I know I would have to pay for my awful deeds
Now that you are gone I have to take heed
But I'm glad in me you planted a good seed
 
All that I am, and all that I can be
I owe to thee
 
I can't remember if I told you how much I love you
I guess it’s a bit too late for any good it might do I hate the last years of your life were all so blue
But now in heaven I know your spirit is anew
 
I still remember the piggyback rides along the railroad track
I remember playing with your eyes, while you were asleep on your back
To me you were the best dad, nothing did you lack
 
Now that I'm all big, and grown
Now I'm a father, children all my own
You I wish I could clone
 
I wish I could be as good a dad as you were
Daddy how much I wish you were still here
There are so many things I wish I had told you when you were near
 
I'm so glad I had you as a dad
Even though you couldn't read and write
Your life, and heart was so full of light
The things I learned from you, in school can't be taught
A wealth of gentleness, wisdom, and patience that couldn't be brought
 
I miss you daddy, I hope you can hear me from heaven up above
To you I wish I had been a better son, shown you much more love
 
I know you had a good heart, a gentle spirit, in you was no hate
I'm telling you now, even though it’s a little late To me daddy you were all so great
 
With love in memory of William Lawrence Brown:
Chris Brown ©
October 30, 1997

I Can See The Woman That You Are

  Fine beautiful black sister I can see the woman that you are It is a strong, intelligent Ebony Queen woman The woman that you are has ...